FOR MY FUTURE HUSBAND

Dear my future husband,

I don't know who you are, but I love you. I tend to choose a song as a medium to express my thought, because writing lyrics is more eloquent than coming up with honest words. But because You are You, and I am Me. I promise to choose my words very carefully,and the ambiguity isn't out of a fear, but rather as a bouquet of a fresh roses. When a hand pick only you and give it to me. Day by day, I have to say : "I'm here lonely without you".

I found you imagine, to be the most important thing I ever did. So, as I wait until later, I write this letter for the first, of the many thing I want to express. 

On days when you feel done in a way what they shouldn't do. I hope you packed a bag and fled when you can pretend. Even if it's only temporary, that life isn't always going to be in one of dignity.

If you feel so hard to go to sleep, I hope you have a strength to get out of a bed and go walking for a while. Waking while listening music like sound of an explosion of song rock, metal. In order to make you feel sad before be getting better. Walk wherever your heart as it say, and stop when you find a place when you stop is a place that can make you feel comfortable and away from worries. 

And if for some reason, someone has to make you believe that real life isn't like movie. In life, there a time when we get, but there are also time when we need to feel lost. I hope you travel around the world, before you find a thing that you would deem it's your world. Find yourself first, so that you know about yourself,and who you are people who don't have any doubt to be with me.

I don't want to be the first for you, I also don't want to be your last. But I want to be someone who you have feeling for me be never ending. For me, to be your endless love. 

So,that one day when we were both too tired to do anything, let along through the day to do it all together. We are going to make a tend and go camping or just sit back both when we don't want to do anything. Tell me all your secret, and let me save them all in a secret place and safe. Let me be there when you need me, and allowed me to be a friend, a lover, and wife, so you don't feel alone.

You will never feel alone, as long as I'm here. And here I am,writing this letter. As I write this letter, I wonder and imagined a life where we lived together in a modest little house, and build a happy family. A house full of book, photograph, sweet memories, and baby as a complement to be the future of our children. Sometime I feel afraid, that I will never find you. But whatever it will be hurt if I don't have a hope and not trying to get. I'm sure the day will come when I find someone like you to be my future husband. I don't know who you are, but I love you and I will always love you. I can't wait until that day come and I will meet you.

Your future wife, 

:)